recently

the whole “your going to be forever alone” has been preying on my mind.

which is retarded, because i’m 17…

but see,

it’s cuz this one stupid jerk has been like all over my life in the past week or whatev.

and i feel like jerks like him are the only guys who are ever interested in me.

and the only guys who will be.

and they don’t make the cut in my book.

so sometimes i feel like…i might need to lower the bar.

because if not…

but...it's whatev