Sunday, May 29, 2011

Confusion of old:

he cared for me when i acted like an insane basket case…
then is completely indifferent now that i'm myself
he smiled like he meant it…
then smiled like he didn't...
he went out of his way to bump me into my locker…
then wouldn't acknowledge my “hello”
he barely engaged in conversation…
then vied for my attention when i ignore him
he rarely came to me first…
then stared with confusion when we hadn't talked in a few days
he promised he cared…
then broke my heart
but you know what the most confusing thing of all is?
when all of the above says i shouldn’t…i still care...

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